This is not angst, this isn't anything personal... just in case you've been thinking of this.

I'm thinking of ending everything I have done over the last 4 and a half years, every character...every world... every writing...every drawing. I want to start all over again from scratch. And all thanks to =RubyKrystal's journal, it has finally gotten me to write my determination.

People have to move on, at some point of their lives... and it has finally caught up on me.

Back in 2002, I was a Crash Bandicoot fan, looking for something to do online when I first met CC2... I was a noob, I admit back then. But I developed into what I am now. Anyone who met me there, thank you so much for influencing me to write fiction and draw art in the first place and you even taught me how to RP. You guys were really great, minus Vector Yamazaki, who wrecked at least 33% of my potential.

I entered DA for the first time exactly 2 years ago, but I realised something wasn't right about me. I was a mere shadow of my James Dingo II days. But new friends guided me towards a possible revivication of myself... but come July... I lost a further 33% of my potential, and after returning in 2005, I was just a frail, puppet of my old self... I now come to a halt, I cannot seem to write anymore, I can't seem to draw anymore, and... I can't even find the courage to comment on people's art anymore... I think my age has caught up on me telling me to move on - even my Neopets life has declined since.

Welcome to Reality.

Well, for that, all of my characters will no longer exist... HOWEVER, I will hand a couple of characters to other people to retain the other person's character's position. All ficcies will say goodbye and all drawings will be trash... I'm starting over.

That's right, I'm quitting DA... not for hiatus purposes, but maybe forever. I don't seem to have time to draw, write or even comment anymore. Effectively making me useless in these grounds.

Well, I still occasionally visit Neopets for the dailies, and perhaps whenever I am bored. And there is still MSN you can talk to me with. I am sorry if I haven't been talking to you all recently, I never really had the time, and even when I did I would be doing other things - so remind me and start a convo with me, I forget to start one myself. (If you have not added me yet, now is a sensible time to ask me - note me since I don't like strangers getting my email address)

Well, that's it... I won't be on DA anymore because I never seem to draw, write or comment anymore... and clearing out every character. I want a clearer head for the future.

Farewell, and good luck in the future... I don't want you to kill yourselves with a tangled web of trouble unlike myself...

Love you all, now and forever...
~Fenrina. <3

joined. 29/10/2004
quit. 29/10/2006

(I'll still visit here over the next few days to reply to anything associating this journal... but after that, no more. Do not beg for my return, this time I probably won't.)